Artistical Brainy

 Have you ever heard a million-dollar idea? One where you knew this is it! If it succeeds I'm going to be a millionaire or maybe I'm going to have the life I deserve. Unfortunately most of the time it's just wishful thinking, or maybe one where I'm just daydreaming. But they say that hope is what keeps us alive, so we continue hoping for better days tomorrow. Normally, I can decide maybe I will start with small ideas like selling eggs, you know those mayai pasua and smoke pasua's and how tasty they can be and it does not hit the same when you cook it at home But probably, I will just eat all the stock and not sell anything. The same thing happens when I think about selling fruits, running a shop, and all other perishable goods business. Can you relate? Probably not The next idea I come up with is getting hired at the local place in town, then I think about the pay vs the costs vs the bills awaiting me. For example, an Mpesa shop attendant approximately get paid a mo...

 Hello World! Welcome to my complicated brain, its both a blessing and a curse having so many ideas and at the same time you cannot deliver. It's like having an engineered complex locomotive, but the machine is too lazy or maybe not enabled to move. I have thought about getting help, but I'm too greater than that, right? Yea yea I know it's an ego, but I don't know how to stop When does it ever end? It's like knowing you are capable of going to Canaan but you never get there. On a serious note, I would really appreciate help on how to actualize my immense potential, so that I can save the world😀, or save myself before that. I wish life came with manuals, or maybe google maps, so like now I would be redirected, 'turn left, in 30 kilometers stay on the left lane' and I would know exactly what to do. does that make sense to you? Right now I'm just trying to figure out who I really am, like seriously after living with myself for close to twenty-four years, ...